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What do you think is causing my body pains? Is it obesity or my saggy mattress? Honestly I think it's my saggy mattress. But other people with think it's obesity that it is causing my body aches and pains because it just cheaper. But honestly, I think it's my saggy mattress that is causing my body pains.  I asked Google and Google said it was both. Alexa said it was both.  It's hard to tell what the culprit is.  So I am back to square one.   Well I do wake up with my back hurting and it goes away as the day goes on.  It's my mattress.  I'm going to have to wait until 2025 to get a new mattress.  If a queen would fit in my room, I am getting a queen. If  a queen won't fit, I won't get a queen bed right now.  I will just a full mattress and  wait until later to get a queen bed.  

In the context of selective mutism, the term “naive” could be interpreted in a few ways: Lack of Experience or Knowledge : A person with selective mutism might be considered naive if they lack experience or knowledge due to their limited verbal communication in certain situations 1 2 . This, however, does not necessarily reflect their actual understanding or intelligence. Innocence or Simplicity : The term “naive” can also refer to innocence or simplicity. In this sense, a person with selective mutism might appear naive because their non-verbal cues and silence could be interpreted as a lack of sophistication or complexity 1 2 . Trust and Belief in Goodness : Another interpretation of “naive” is a person who is too willing to believe that someone is telling the truth, that people’s intentions in general are good, or that life is simple and fair. This could apply to a person with selective mutism who might trust non-verbal communication or rely on others to interpret their needs 1 2 . H...

The above picture is the reason why I adopted Jordan in 2012 and Nicki Rose in 2022.  Please adopt don't shop and adopt from Pet shelters.  I hate to see an animal without a loving home who they are treated well!  

I respect money. I create money. I get what I want. Manifesting money is easy. It is good for me to have lots of money.

I had written this about 2 or 3 months ago and well after I had written it didn't want to type it into my blog because it didn't make any sense. Back in the mid-80's, I was thinking this. 1) I would lay in bed that morning,-not because I was tired but because I was thinking about the day's situations.  I would fixate on things that happened in the past days.  So I just need to manage my thoughts a bit better.  I need to think things a bit differently and think things a bit more positively.  When people would talk at me, about 10 minutes later, I had forgot all that people said to me. People would get mad and tell me that bull shit!  I did not know what they were asking me to do. I was just that my brain worked differently than most normal people.  Is it normal to forget what people say to me and yes even at a younger age? I think I was about 12 or 13.  

Well I was going to write something here but I forgot what it was now. 

🤔 Not Able To Live Independently You're grappling with the fear of not being able to live independently for many years, possibly until you're very old. This thought seems to be triggered by hearing other people's negative opinions about you, which makes you feel sad and anxious. You mentioned that this thought makes you want to lash out, but you don't see it affecting your daily life or interactions much. You also expressed frustration about not being able to make decisions due to your mental health issues, and you're open to exploring ways to challenge and reframe this belief, though you're concerned about the potential costs and your mom's opinion on that. Key Insight: Hearing negative opinions from others triggers feelings of sadness and anxiety about your future independence. I am enjoying this Rosebud app but I am not sure if this app is appropriate for me? Me and my mom had kind of an argument over what selective mutism is a mental health condition...