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I have three official diagnoses which are selective mutism, auditory processing difficulties, and Panic Disorder.  I know that I have something else wrong with me.  I just can't say it because I will get in trouble for saying what I have.   Having outbursts is from what other people have told me.   And no one even knows this but I stumble over my words when speak.  Do I stumble over my words and then get mad for saying the wrong thing?  Actually, I think I do that in private when I make videos or do self-talk.  FYI: my self-talk is not always positive.  So I will just say the symptoms.  I made a screenshot of my Pamela's SM Journey page.   Here it is.  It figures I would leave something out. Even in meditation I move around and wiggle tap my hands and feet. Even in Jr high my teacher told me I was tapping my pencil or pen and it annoyed the teachers plus the other students in my English class.  I remember one tim...