Sunday March 14, 2021 | can't move

Why can't I push myself to do anything? Once I get started I do fine.  I want to do something.  It is just getting started is the problem.  :'(  

I was wondering this the whole day is why can't I move anywhere else?  Here is what I came up with and I'm wondering this myself without blaming everyone else around me. I haven't come up with anything yet.  That is because I don't have anything positive to say about that. 😢😢😢