Saturday September 17, 2022 | Teasing me
I keep trying to convince myself that AJ was teasing me that loved me. When I was in elementary I loved someone when I was in kindergarten I will not say any names---well on this blog anyway. If asked, and in private, I will say. Then in junior high and high school the guys would tease me about the same thing over and over again. So I just think that guys are just teasing me. So in junior high someone named Brian in my class asked me if I loved Brian or Jason(another Jason). It was another Jason and he went to Marshall middle school. Of course I thought loved him. I wouldn't say. I was too shy. But it was the selective mutism that preventing me from speaking to him. I loved him so much back in Jr high. They would play this same joke over and over. So I finally told myself that they are just teasing me and to just ignore them every time they did. I believe that we go to school to learn not try to get guys. How do I know that they are not teasing me? H...