When I was in elementary I loved someone when I was in kindergarten I will not say any names---well on this blog anyway. If asked, and in private, I will say.
Then in junior high and high school the guys would tease me about the same thing over and over again. So I just think that guys are just teasing me. So in junior high someone named Brian in my class asked me if I loved Brian or Jason(another Jason). It was another Jason and he went to Marshall middle school. Of course I thought loved him. I wouldn't say. I was too shy. But it was the selective mutism that preventing me from speaking to him. I loved him so much back in Jr high.
They would play this same joke over and over. So I finally told myself that they are just teasing me and to just ignore them every time they did. I believe that we go to school to learn not try to get guys. How do I know that they are not teasing me? How do I know that they are being serious? I know I don't tell the whole story but sometimes I forget and leave stuff out. Not because I don't want to but because I forget to say. Please be patient with me.
