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Monday April 8, 2024 | What is Self-Doubt?

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My first experience, or so what I think is self-doubt is when I moved into my first apartment.  It was December 2009. Just a little hint, don't ever move in the middle of a winter/holiday.  I moved back then and it all backfired. The next time I move again, or if it ever happens again I will move in spring or summer or fall even.  I had this doubt that everything would go haywire.  I said to myself "Gee, I wonder how long this is going to last".  I felt like I was going to lose it when the first time someone one bullied me over there at that apartment complex.  I couldn't do anything. I couldn't say anything.  I had to just stand there and take that thought.  I was bullied my whole life. Was I bullied my whole life?  Well I remember being bullied in school.  I was just an easy target for bullies throughout my whole school years - Kindergarten through all the way up until 12th grade.   If I forgot anything please tell me.  ...