Sunday December 12, 2021 | Challenging
This was the most challenging day for me! First I came downstairs to take Jordan out to pee because she likes for me to go out there with her. I opened the blinds and saw mom on the ground. She had tripped over a crack in the driveway. I put my hot coffee down start toward the screen door. Locked! Realizing that she couldn't get up, I went to go get something long and skinny like a knife. Mom told me to go get dad. I went really are you kidding me? Then I took that as a challenge. At first I hesitated, then I took a deep breath start heading in there. I shocked myself. But it was in a low whisper. It doesn't matter what the situation is that deserves a reward not one reward but two rewards. And I'm not rewarding myself with food. I felt anxious for a good part of the day and was really struggling. If my dad and my sister knew how hard I was struggling, they would...