attack

Just had a panic attack about going to the doctor. Which in about a week I go to an office visit. I was trembling and shaking. I felt sick. Just the thought of going out terrifies me. And this coronavirus is on its second wind of it i think. 😢😥  

Jason said something about my big butt and I wanted to jump through that computer screen and strangle his ass!  

And last night I woke up screaming in my sleep. I don't remember it now. I think probably I was being chased by something which was probably what might have tapped when I was about 3 yrs old.