I just had a terrifying nightmare but I know it is a part of life. Death of a loved one. It made me wake up and scream out loud. I remember because I opened my eyes for a brief moment looked at
Nicki Rose and sniffled and cried. I had a nightmare someone lit a match and it exploded. I had pulled mom away from it. Well considering it really didn't hurt me because have a lot of muscle tone in my nightmare, (I believe that muscle tone is a lot of cushioning under my fat?) but her head popped off and doctors surgeons was working on sewing her head back on. That nightmare was so scary that I woke myself up screaming bloody murder!!!
This is why it is very important for me to learn to live on my own in an apartment even if I am alone for the rest of my life.
Again, I realize that death is part of life and it is hard losing a pet and really hard losing a loved one. I love my parents very much. I just don't show it much because of my selective mutism and undiagnosed autism. It's mild autism. I'd like to think it is Aspergers. I believe that I have the symptoms.
