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Monday September 20, 2021 | Poems

There are two poems that I wrote because of AJ.  The one I wrote in 2016 is "if i knew now". It was written as a poem. I was very unaware that Backstreet Boys wrote that that as a song.  I wrote my poem "if i knew now" as a poem because of AJ.  And there is another poem that wrote in I think in 2019 about AJ.  I'll have to hunt both poems up and put them down in this post.   If I knew Written by: Jordonni Sings Originally written on: Saturday in 2015 Re-written: Monday March 13, 2017 Re-written and re-edited on: Tuesday March 14, 2017 If I knew now, That what I have said, I wouldn’t have said, “I wish I was dead”. If I knew now, I would have done, Something that helps extreme anxiety. My anger was focused on those, Not being able to help. If I knew now, I wouldn’t be in this mess Called silence, ‘Cause silence is so loud. Yeah so loud. There is no handbook, You’re on your own, ‘Ya got no instruction. We only got each other, When it’s mental health. If I kne...