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Friday December 18, 2020 | 9 years ago today (I'm ready to talk about this now)

After 9 years ago today back in 2012?  Was it 9 years ago today? Sorry I don't know that math.  I'm ready to talk about this. Well this is the anniversary of the day that Jason screamed at my computer because it would not cooperate and it triggered me to have an anxiety attack.  And that is when I went into the bathroom to get ready to go.  That is when Marcy the apartment manager wanted to talk to me.  I was having an anxiety attack in my bathroom.  :'(  I did not come out of the bathroom because I thought she was going to trigger me more than I already was triggered.  I just didn't know what would do if I was triggered more.  And with all these anxiety attacks I was having (but I didn't know that at the time) my blood pressure would go up and I would have a heart attack and die.  :'(  Would a person with anxiety/panic have a heart attack and die?   On December 16, which fell on a Sunday It was raining that day. I remembe...