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One time Jason asked if he could spend the night at my apartment.  Jason convinced me that I was an adult and that I would not get in trouble. So he spent the night on Friday night and we went to IHop on Saturday.  I had told mom that I had met Jason at IHop when really we walked to IHop together on Saturday morning.  I loved doing that. I actually enjoyed doing that even though I may never do that ever again with another guy. No we did not sleep together.  Well yes we slept in the same bed but we did not do anything if that is what you want to know.  Jason spent the night another night on a Monday night to go shopping on Tuesday.  But we did not do anything, I swear to god!  We just watched a movie and went to bed.  Jason slept on the couch and I slept in my bed.  

Okay. Here is the story.  I think I got it now. I think he's in this tug-of-war thing.  I think it's between his wife in Indiana and the one in Arizona. I wish the tug-of-war thing was with me but I know that no one will ever like me. I have talked to countless scammers who have made up lies just for me end up giving them money.   People keep telling me other stories. I'm not sure how to put it together because what my mom keeps telling me about him is not good.  I believe that AJ is a good person.  Remember that song by Jason Mraz - Look for the good?  I really believe that he is a good person.  No one could ever like me because I have selective mutism which people think other people who have it is retarded!!!!!!  I think of a couple things why no one would ever like me because I have selective mutism!  Here is that song by Jason Mraz:   https://youtu.be/3KibGbrl4UM I want to also point out that my mom and my sister also judge...