Tuesday May 3, 2022 | AJ

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Okay. Here is the story.  I think I got it now. I think he's in this tug-of-war thing.  I think it's between his wife in Indiana and the one in Arizona. I wish the tug-of-war thing was with me but I know that no one will ever like me. I have talked to countless scammers who have made up lies just for me end up giving them money.   People keep telling me other stories. I'm not sure how to put it together because what my mom keeps telling me about him is not good.  I believe that AJ is a good person.  Remember that song by Jason Mraz - Look for the good?  I really believe that he is a good person. 

No one could ever like me because I have selective mutism which people think other people who have it is retarded!!!!!!  I think of a couple things why no one would ever like me because I have selective mutism! 

Here is that song by Jason Mraz:  

I want to also point out that my mom and my sister also judged AJ, and they never even met him. Now they are even trying to tell me that he's a bad person?  I want to prove he's a good person.  Why can't they let me meet him?  They can even go with me.   

What I do want to know is that I want to know him. I want to get to know AJ.  

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