Tuesday April 4, 2023 | selective mutism

I have had joint pain before and it wasn't even my time to get joint pain.  I have had headaches, nausea, dizziness, and stomachaches.  Still do get them. One time I had a stomachache and nausea so bad when I left the house to go shopping.  I knew it was anxiety. I figured it would go away later on anyway.  God picked me to get selective mutism because he knew that I was a tough cookie! One time in 2017 before Hurricane Harvey that is.  We were going to Houston and I threw up in my dad's truck.  I knew then it was my anxiety (selective mutism).  So when I leave the house, I feel like I am going to puke.  😥

Tuesday April 4, 2023 | What is something I thought I couldn't do but did anyway?

Heck, I don't know I am not sure. I have never tried to do anything but ride my yellow bike that my dad built and painted for me because I loved yellow so much when I was five.  When I first got on my bike, (I called it my yellow porshe) When I was five I told my mom I wanted a yellow porshe.  Now I can't ever learn to drive due to my medications.  When I first got on my yellow porshe, and rode down Broadmoor, I was so proud of myself.