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Well I do experience a lot of noise and talking in my head!  A lot of the time I can't hear what people are saying to me or if I am in a WW meeting and the noise and talking are going on in my head and I can't hear the WW lady talking due to all the noise and talking in my head going on. I do meditate but it still keeps going on.   So is that answer in the picture below true?   I honestly think that no individual with selective mutism has ever experienced any noise and talking in their head.  But that is just my opinion.  I think there is a lot going on with me than just selective mutism.  I have other struggles that just selective mutism.    

Do I struggle with communicating my feelings and emotions verbally?  On paper?  Writing it down?  Yeah sometimes.    Like right now I don't know what to say.  Other days I can't speak at all.   So is it normal for a person to not be able to communicate their feeling and emotions and especially a person like me?  Is it normal to not be able to understand social cues for a person with selective mutism?  Honestly? I do think they understand social cues.  In my honest opinion, I don't understand social cues and don't understand communicating my feeling feeling and emotions verbally?  Sometimes the words come flying out but other times I struggle with getting them out because people do maybe struggle to understand me?  Maybe people to just need to learn how to speak to me?  I know of two people who know how to do that.  I won't say that here on this blog but they know who they are.  I met them on the internet....