Monday April 7, 2025 | TRIGGER WARNING: forms of self harm | anger or overwhelmed or whatever | call it what you want but I call it OVERWHELMED!

People say that they don't see autism in me. It is something in the brain. But all I see in me is miscommunication and the fear of speaking and the fear of if I say something wrong or miscommunicate my feeling or emotions or what I want or need. What I most wish in this world is that I wish that everyone would listen to this or even try to figure out what I am saying so that I don't have to self harm when I get angry or overwhelmed or whatever.