Monday, March 30, 2026

Monday March 30, 2026 | "Life is our greatest teacher". List the ways this is true for you.

I am not sure.  

Monday March 30, 2026 | Is there something you'd like to learn? How will you ensure this happens?

I would like to unlearn something I learned about anxiety and perimenopause and menopause.  Jason told me to just basically ignore symptoms of anxiety and perimenopause and menopause.  He basically said that I blame everything on anxiety.  I say, no one ever has to be in pain the rest of their life.  I don't know for sure that muscle pain is a symptom of anxiety and muscle pain is also a symptom of perimenopause and menopause.  


Friday, March 27, 2026

Friday March 27, 2026 | Journal Prompt | What brought you joy as a child and how can you incorporate those joyful moments into your day?

I remember this one time when I had these fisher-price little people when I was 2.  My sister and I 
were playing with them together on the floor of the house over on Broadmoor.  I was also playing 
with these weeble wobbles when I was about 9 or 10 years old.  I played with strawberry shortcake.
I once set up my binder from school to make it look like it is there house.  

I wouldn't want to incorporate that into my day.  Once or twice in my late 20's I walked down to the park about a mile down the road from my parents house, I walked down to the park and swung on the swings when they had swings.  Now they took every swing out and put in that stupid frisbee golf net thingys for a very stupid reason!  They were afraid that someone would get hurt on them.  People only get hurt on swings when they are not safe with them.  

Thursday, March 26, 2026

Thursday March 26, 2026 | Faced with discrimination? No

I haven't been faced with discrimination.  I will never be able to take action because of my
severe anxiety.  I will never be able to step outside the door because of my severe anxiety disorder.
I am trying to make everyone around me happy.  

Tuesday, March 24, 2026

Tuesday March 24, 2026 | Going Viral | Selective mutism | 52-year-old

Here are the ideas what I want to write about.  
I lived over 50 years without knowing why my voice shutdown--and here is what I learned.

5 things people misunderstood about selective mutism in adults.
1) They think they know about selective mutism when clearly they do not.
2) They still do not understand anxiety attacks.
3) People tell me what selective mutism really is when clearly they do not have a clue what SM is.
4) They try to tell me what the definition of selective mutism is when clearly they do not know.
5) 

How I learned to speak up after decades of shutdowns?   Calm, Clear voice--that's your superpower!



Questions

This always happens. I do almost always have questions after I leave. I don't know why. I am just trying to gather the question.
Is muscle pain and symptom of an anxiety attack?  And I know that sciatica comes from being overweight, but can sciatica also be a symptom of anxiety?  I don't want to rule anything out.  


Monday, March 23, 2026

Monday March 23, 2026 | Journal Prompt | What are your hopes for the Future?

My future?  Well I would like to get an apartment with support, but I don't think that is happening.  I would like to be around other people who have selective mutism and autism but I don't think that is happening just yet.  Plus I don't know if people with selective mutism and autism would even like me.  Everyone just tells me that I just leave things out when I talk if I am able to talk.