Saturday, April 16, 2022 | What if?
What if someone were to ask me to go to Nevada with him? What if I wanted to go? What would you do? Would you say hell no and won't let me go? or Would you let me go with him to Nevada after meeting him? I know what mom would say..... let's talk about this later! When is the right time to talk about this? I know what she would say is that I could be a little more careful about meeting people online. Too late, I have already fallen hard for him. I love him. What if she knew that I knew exactly what I was doing? I was having my fun!!! What? Is my fun just about over? or is my life just starting at 50? Am I allowed to meet him or what? What if I already knew how to act but the anxiety was just making me act shall we say weird? I was watching a youtube video on how anxiety or how social anxiety makes me act. Selective mutism is in the category of social anxiety. This is why I do...