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Wednesday, April 6, 2022 | I always think of questions when

I always think of a question when....get out of an appointment with my therapist.  Okay I want to see if I am able to figure out where or who I developed my selective mutism from. I want to get to the root cause. I am ready for this.  I think some of it was when TJ the dog bit me on the nose.  Which I am pretty sure that dog is dead now.  It's no ones fault that I got bit on the nose. It just happened. I guess that I would just stand and squeel and squeel like every 5 year old kid did.  Dogs don't like that. It really hurts their ears.  Then I developed selective mutism and then I got my tonsils taken out at age five.   The dog bit me on the nose, and I got my toncils taken out and I started kindergarten all the the same time age. That was really terrifiying!!!!  Oh I was beyond terrified!!! I have come to the conclusion that it was between those three things that caused me to have anxiety about the dog bite, my tonsils taken out and me start...