Wednesday July 5, 2023 | Journal prompt for today

 Okay, there are two Journal prompts that I did. The ones that liked anyway.  Here are the pictures of them. 

Wednesday July 5, 2023 | a new kids fan

A Nkotb fan popped into my life.  Not all New Kids fans are females just to let you know.  But he is making me see that I can do things but if he really wants to get involved, in reality, he will have to ask my dad a very important question if he really wants to do that thing. But then again he could be gay and Jason doesn't have anything to worry about.  Everyone in my family and especially Jason knows that I am a very incompetent woman and not to mention mentally a three-year-old.  I mean I know the basic stuff of taking care of myself, but when it comes to money and speaking to people. No one thinks that I can speak to people in some situations.  There is a whole new side of me that no one even dares to even want to know. Wanting or deserving someone who respects me and I can love.  Do I even deserve that even though I am incompetent and can't really barely balance a checkbook let alone call a doctor?  I know what my family will say, what do you want to call a doctor for?  And that is one of the hardest questions for me to answer!   I guess I don't have any belief in me.  Where did that come from?  I guess it came from being with Jason for 26 years. But since I know him, I have to stay with him.