Monday February 26, 2024 | Anxious?
I woke up really anxious if you can call it that. I had a dream that I was on the verge of dying. And I heard when you die, there was like nothin there. It is like the end. This is what I was thinking when I was three. Why would a three year old think of a scary thought like death? Well in 2009, I started believing in angels and that angels who were posed as loved ones who have passed away recently which at the time in 2009 when my great aunt Nell passed away in 2005. I believed that she was watching over me. I don't know if what I am saying is true or not. It is just how my mind thinks and talks. Now recently I have been dreaming and my granmaw and who I would have called granpaw. I have had dreams that granmaw and granpaw are visiting me in my dream. I am unable to remember exactly what that said in my dream but it was something like 'everything will be okay' or 'you are meant to be exactly where you are'. If I remember anymore, I ...