Saturday December 12, 2020 | anxiety attack, and feeling worse!
Last night on Friday I had an anxiety attack. Plus, I could not sleep because of that blinking colored night light. I leave the computers on as night lights so I can see where I'm going when I get up to pee. I can tell this going to be worse. I need a night light in the hallway. I turned it off tonight but I hate it when it is pitch black in here! My mind would not let me rest. I kept thinking about a fire that could go on in the kitchen and that I like had my microwave plug in a weird place so it could stay plugged in so I could microwave my food or drink. Now I'm scared every dam night after I go to sleep. And someone is going to tell me that everything is fine when my mind is going everywhere!!!!!!!! :'( It's been about eight years since they thought the world was going to end in 2012. You know what? I really believed that. The more I believed that the more I got scared and the more I was having panic attacks I think and the more...