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When I joined weight watchers back in 2005 to lose weight, everyone was losing weight and I was going backwards and gaining weight and I still keep gaining weight. I love exercise but there is an issue. I gain weight when I exercise. I am eating too much. I shouldn't eat so many apples and peanut butter or so many salads with salads with dressing. I may as well say have a little dressing with your salad.  Rating. Anxiety - I would say it is about 10! Depression - I would have to say that it is about an 8.  I don't know what happened. It all happened so fast. I am starting to believe that I am gaining weight.  

I have to apoligize for this dream.  But I'm sorry for the dream that I had last night about AJ.  I dreamed that I ran away from home and guess who I ran to?  Isn't that something?  I ran to AJ.  But he would have nothing to do with me in my dream.  :'(  Well I guess that dream tells me something.  Unless AJ has a different belief of me.  But no one ever reads my blogs except for AJ and James.  Oh and Matresa reads them too.