cutesy girl

She's a cutesy girl.

She's a cutesy, cutesy, cutesy girl.

I love to hold her in my arms in my chair and

Rock her until the day goes down.

She's a cutesy girl.

She's cutesy, cutesy, cutesy girl.

She loves to be rocked,

Before she goes to sleep,

Until the day goes dawn.

She's a cutesy dog.

She a cutesy, cutesy, cutesy dog.

She loves to carried around,

So she does not have to walk.

Her name is Nicki Rose,

And she is just so cute, sweet and a beautiful dog! 

Losing it

Thursday September 1. 2022 - I think I am losing it. Jason said that I had several nightmares and that I woke up screaming. I don't remember the other two times I woke up but I remember that last nightmare. I was dreaming that a cat was attacking me and it would not attack anyone else. Jason also said that I had two different voices in me a kids voice and an adults voice. Is that what Boarderline personality disorder is?   I have a fear that someone could abandon me. But my family loves me too much to abandon me. But in a partner I am afraid of abandonment.  I am afraid me might abandon me. That is my worst fear is abandonment. 

I think I am going to write more later. I am not done with this blog writing. 

Well tonight, some guy named Jacy sent my page a picture of his D**k. I had to do the adult thing and report him to Facebook for inappropriate things on Facebook and I blocked him after that. I deserve a reward and it's going to be a google home no wait...

 A google nest home 2nd generation.