Monday January 20, 2025 | wonderful dream
I just had a wonderful dream last night about Joe McIntyre. I dreamed he saw me naked-- every square inch of me. Then we ended up sneaking upstairs in my living area and we. It's like I felt like I was still in junior high school and my mother catches me in bed with a guy and I would get get in trouble. I never did that ever. So I never got to feel of that. Oh Joe McIntyre touched me everywhere on me and it felt so good!!! Oh the feeling like I am going to get into trouble is my selective mutism where I do something and then get in trouble for doing that thing. Example would be going out with a guy alone. That is where the most feeling like I am getting in trouble comes from? I just figure out how to cope with it and deal with it since I can't have nothing that can happen like what happened in my dream last night happened. It's just going to have to be that way until I get halfway through menopause then I know I won't be uh.... fertility and have accidents with me um...