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I used to daytime everytime that this song about me becoming a singer or actress. I still do day dream about it every so often.   I don't know why but I love being miss center of the universe. There is more to being a singer and actress than just being on stage. Maybe I should just give that all up.  Jason burst my bubble about it this morning because he had the nerve to tell me this morning, that how am going to be an actress if I can't even talk in front of people?  Okay, Mr asshole, It is certain people and certain situations that i can't speak. I clam up and freeze in certain situations where when People walk up, or if they are in earshot, I clam up and my throat gets tight and prevents me from speaking.  That is a good question.  I can't explain it.  Perhaps someone could explain it to me?  People would get so irritated with me because I was daydreaming all the time most of New Kids on the Block.  But that is not all I was day dreaming a...

What makes me stand out from others?  Well, in one short answer is I have selective mutism.  I would like to take care of myself physically, mentally, emotionally and finantially. I would like to get an apartment by myself but I need the approval of others to be able to get an apartment, or go shopping, buy or sell things online.  If I forget anything, please tell me now.  I really don't want to be naive and gullible.  I really don't think that Jason knows the real meaning of naive and gullible.