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On Sunday April 9,  I came upstairs just to get away from everyone and noticed something like everything was swaying back and forth like a cruise ship.  I was like holy shit I'm having an anxiety attack?  Does it feel like I'm being rocked on a cruise ship?  I have been on a cruise twice already and about to go on another if I save money.  This cruise is making me feel really anxious.  It is a lot further down south.   How come I can't sell my jewelry?  Someone on youtube can sell something and she's got selective mutism, autism and ADHD.  I just have a diagnosis of selective mutism and I can't sell shit! Why? because I guess I was taught probably to hide my behaviors.  Here is a video of this SM individual talking about Masking.   https://youtu.be/26lf0Hgosto This is why I believe I have autism.  Selective Mutism in Autism and what helps helps this individual talk when she's nonverbal.  Here is the video:  ...

I found my superpower.  The thing that most people tell me that I can't do because I can't talk.  :'(  Acting, singing and or writing.  You can do this at home can't you Pamela?  ugh!  I meant I want to act out as a selective mute who wants to be an actress and singer.