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Tuesday November 23, 2020 | Anxiety Everyday

I was feeling anxious earlier but not quite sure why?  I am having anxiety ever dam day and not quite sure why.  That quote is not working, You know the "Don't worry today about tomorrow" quote.  I keep reading that quote and still worrying about my future.  Where will I end up in 5 or 10 years?  I don't want to end up living with my sister!  That will be sheer hell!  And living with Selective Mutism is sheer hell!  Maybe I am supposed to be living with Selective Mutism and having anxiety every day?  And not working.  Making jewelry and not being able to sell them because I don't know how.  I will lose my social security check if I even try to make money on the side!  I can't even sell a couple of old reborns that I had.  Well they don't work for me. I mean I can't bond. No, that's not it... I mean they don't work for my anxiety anymore.    The other day I mindfully noticed that my mom is shrinking and I appeared...