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I have always taken 20 minute meditation showers.  I feel like it washes away anger, anxiety and whatever else there is. 

My fears, I don't know what my fears are.  If I have to sit here and think about it, then I have no fears.  I really don't want to sit here and make stuff up other than my feelings of fear.  What would be fear?  My fears are completely different from other people's fears.  My fears would be scary to me but not so scary to other people and completely lame to other people.  Just like I feel like my head is going to pop off when I turn my head and it snaps, crackles, and pops.  Not so scary to you? I didn't think so.  I have a fear of death of me dying and not overcoming selective mutism.  And people keep saying that I don't have that. ugh!  It's someone saying that on Facebook.  If someone on Facebook says that, then apparently they haven't seen me in real life or even seen me in public!!!   Can fears be being afraid to talk in public?  Although strangers have caught me talking to Google in public while on my phone....