Monday January 9, 2023 | Dreams about my future
It seems like I don't know where I will be in about 20 years. I will be safely tucked away into a nursing home--wasted away my life. I don't want to do this anymore. I want to be in a house or apartment in at least 5 years but it's not looking that way. I am having dreams about my future at night and crying about the disaster it brings. I even saw my mom crying. What does that mean when you or your mom is crying in a dream? Why we were crying in my dream last night (january 8) was probably because I didn't get successful and I was never really happy with the way things turned out. The goals I talked about in the other blog (january 4th blog), was that a good thing or bad thing. But I have thought about more goals during that time after I wrote down those things. Let me see if I can think of them since the other (january 4th blog) was just thought up. I didn't meditate first before I started writing. I have a deadlin...