Thursday August 5, 2021 | sick and other stuff

I feel sick.  I don't know if it's because I'm hungry or I just ate too much for lunch.  ick!  But I feel like I'm going to throw up.  :'(  Ugh!  I hate those sick headaches.  The kind that makes me want to throw up.  I think because the fact that I was looking at my phone in the car and it made me motion sick.  💩💩😾  I will make me a smoothie in about an hour.  Ugh! I don't know if I can wait that long. ooh I think there is a 7up in there in the refrigerator from April of this year.  I wonder if a 7up goes bad?  LOL!  I wonder.... if a feeling sick like you will throw up from a sick headache.  I actually did throw up from a head that I had a long time ago. Actually, the most recent feeling was back in April of 2017 we were going to Houston visiting my other grandmother, well we all called dad's stepmother, she liked to be called Nana.  It's a mystery of what happened to my dad's real mother, Katherine Rodgers. (yeah, I think I misspelled that)  I have always wondered did/or does anyone have a picture of her.

I have been looking at them build these apartments and oh they are so pretty by far.  Well from what could tell they have the prettiest brick on their building.  I would love to live there when they get it all done.  I think it will be apartments through HUD.  I don't know what that means. I do understand that HUD also means that it is cheaper for those who have disabilities in simpler terms that  I can word it. :)  I don't know what those apartments are going to be named but I want to find out!  They are also down the street from my parents house.  Also down the street from Klein Park. The park has a walking trail.  That is the park that got flooded during Hurricane Harvey.  I would say I want to go back to that apartment I was living at but I don't want the anxiety of going down to the laundry room but I have the Selective Mutism cards. :)   I don't want to have to spend laundry money and I want a laundry room in my apartment.  I wonder how much would that cost?  Someone from the internet once told me that I could get an apartment anywhere where I want to live as long as it is safe for me and it is affordable.  I have the Selective Mutism cards I could take a picture of and print it out on little cards and laminate them and put it around my neck with a strap that is about this wide. 

About as wide as in the center of these two lines with a little cardholder if I am unable to speak. Pretty sure I will be able to speak.

Thursday August 5, 2021 | Trouble Sleeping

ugh!!!!!!  Last night it was nice to sleep in the quiet except for the sounds of the audiobook "The Worry Trick".  It is not registering in my brain yet.  :'(  Remember? My brain is deaf.  Auditory Processing Disorder is like a hard of hearing person except a person like me with auditory processing is that my brain is deaf instead of the ears being deaf.  So in a way, I am deaf if this makes any sense?    Anyway, I woke up three times to pee.  The last time I woke at 5am to pee was when I woke up screaming.  I didn't watch Days of Our lives or even the news all week. Or I didn't even talk with Jason last night as my webcam stopped working in the other room. ugh!