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Autism .  I didn't know what it was back in junior high school .  I was looking at the other  kids on the bus going home and was trying to put my finger on what is it that was wrong with them and that I wanted to help them so badly but I didn't know how. But now I wasn't staring at them.   When I was watching FatheringAutism 's YouTube videos, I finally understood what they might have  had or have.  Some do have severe autism like Abby in FatheringAutism's YouTube  video.  It finally had a name.  It was autism.  I wanted so badly to help those kids who  had autism.   Below is what I found.  I just don't know if this is true because everything I find on the internet is a lie.   Selective mutism is a neurodivergent condition in that it describes a brain that processes information differently, though it is not a neurodevelopmental disorder like autism.  It is considered an anxiety-based condition a...

Write about all the places that you can currently feel tension in your body. Write about all the areas that feel relaxed. I feel tension in my head, neck, shoulders, low-back, and hips.  Now tell me something that it is from an old, saggy mattress and anxiety due to selective mutism and by the way it is selective mutism awareness month in October.  Although my doctor thought I might have autoimmune disease but I didn't think that I have it.  I drink too much water and meditate way too much.  I find myself meditating constantly because I find myself anxious all the time.