Never will I ever get to do what I want! I thought I wanted to be an actress, I want to run a short distance, and only after that, I will be able to run longer distances. I want to sing, I want to learn to dance. I still want to act though. I want to spread awareness of Selective Mutism. I believe that Selective Mutism is so much more than just not speaking. I believe it is about Panic Attacks, Anxiety Attacks, Depression, and lots of Intrusive Thoughts. They can come up whenever and where ever it pleases or whatever anyone says. It's not other people's fault. It is not the fault of the individuals who have Selective Mutism. It just happens.
But now I don't think that will ever happen as mom and dad are just about ready to go into a nursing home. :'( I will write more later today.
These are my feelings. I know to say hello but after hello I really don't know what to say after that. What does that mean? I really believe it is one of the symptoms of autism but I don't know. :-/
