Thursday September 2, 2021 anxiety dream?

Holy shit!  I had a terrible anxiety dream about AJ. I don't know if it an anxiety dream or not.  In my dream, He was coming up the stairs and I was trying to hide.  Which is what I did when I met someone else online. He came to my house and I was outside and sitting in the driveway. I was shaking Then  I hid as he got closer to the driveway. I cant remember what his name was all i remember was that anxiety was whipping my ass!   This is how bad Selective Mutism is. Selective Mutism is an extreme anxiety.  They don't call it extreme anxiety for nothing.  This anxiety is kicking my ass!!!! 😢😢😢