Saturday January 7, 2023
Just had a nightmare about a woman or could have been a man but they had long hair so it could have been both. So anyway, I had dreamed that she or he had a big knife or i mean it might have been a sword. She or he began stabbing me with it. Right before I woke up from the dream a dog started chasing me down the stairs. Mom said what was all the blood for? Then I woke up in a pool of sweat. Ugh. I need to ask this. Does a mattress or a pillow make your neck hurt? It stays in pain all day and all night. It is just going to have to wait since I am saving for a cruise. But then there are lots of things that I want to do when I turn 50. Can I do them all at once when I turn 50? I want to meet someone who loves me for me and he has to be nice, sweet, sensitive and caring. But there is no such thing as a guy being that way. If a guy is ever those four things, it probably means that he is gay? I hope I don't ruin his relationship and get ...