Then soon I will be 60.....and 70. I will be all alone. :'( I moved into the house I'm in when I was 25 and I'm tired of it! I should have told them that I wanted to move out when I was 25. The anxiety is already at a 10. I'm tired of this house. I'm scared of getting older. I'm already overweight like over 250 I think. I'm afraid of wrinkling. Jason is um... was bugging me move but I think he's accepted the fast that I'm here forever. And he's used to me not doing anything because he's like protecting me. Hes. Ahhhhhhh
Why do people always make me feel so bad? Jason made me feel so bad. First I felt anxious then I felt like I was going to die. Is that an anxiety attack/panic?
