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Saturday December 10, 2022 | selective mutism

Alot of people just still don't understand selective mutism. I try to explain it and people just don't want to understand it or just don't even want to try and understand it.  I think I can speak for everyone who has SM.  We get so anxious that we eat and then we gain weight because we are eating whatever we want.   For me, I am the biggest I have ever gotten.  Back in 2012 on December 20, my medication was apparently wasn't working for me and no one wanted to believe me. Then one day on a cold December day something triggered that anxiety and it went off and I started crying uncontrollably. No one at the apartment complex knew about the selective mutism. They just thought I was angry.  See? If I would have helped myself, I would still be in that apartment today!!!   I knew that I needed a medication redo or something along those lines.  No one wanted to believe me when I told them so I left it alone and ignored it.  Then that thing with...