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Lots of things are socially unacceptable. Which one are we talking about?  Well Jason said that I ran down the hall screaming at the apartment complex back in 2012.  So if Jason said that I ran down the hall screaming then so be it--I was.  Jason was always right and I'm always wrong.  So yes, running down the hall screaming will definately be unacceptable behavior like always.  Why did I do it?  It was because some jerk in the apartment started hitting on me.  He wanted to kiss me and I wouldn't let him.  So I guess he started making up rumors about me to Marcy the apartment manager back then.  This will always be my story and I will always stick to it!  So all men have the right of way and women have to just sit and take this stuff.  It's not fair!  Why did I have to move? I could have just suggested that I go into a hospital for a med adjustment.  That was all I that I needed was a med adjustment.   I will kee...

My biggest fear would be being accidently shoved into an oven.  I have that nightmare or bad dream about every other month.  But it's just a stupid bad dream.  To all people, everything is a bad dream.  I hate bad bad dreams.  They just seem so pointless, worthless and not worth me getting angry over bad dreams.  I just don't like bad dreams.   I don't like when people tell me that I "just" had a "bad dream".  Why can't it be something else?  Well? What do I want it to be besides "just a bad dream".  

Okay... for starters I dreamed someone blew up my grandmother's old house that she lived in since as far back as I can remember.  She had lived in that house since way before me and Karin were even thought of for sure.  And I guess way before my mom and two uncles and one aunt was even thought of.  I heard Granmaw say that she wanted all her grandkids to see where she and her kids lived when they were little. As the baby of the family had kids, which was my aunt Lisa they didn't know or appreciate that house.  Although, Lisa and her ex bought that house that was granmaw's later on in 1997.   Back to the house that got blew up in my dream,  I kept wanting to save cats and people who were walking into the house.  Now I realize how much empathy I have about people and animals.  When it is in real life, I probably would have froze standing there.  I do think that if it is really big DIRE EMERGENCY, I would help people and call 911 and help....