I'm scared that I am gonna lose him. I love him so much. He understands me. I want him! I am trying to be understanding to him. He is into Crystals I think. And I think he listens to meditations and I think he used to do yoga. No wonder he is encouraging me to run more... he used to run. If I had someone to run with, I would run outside and around the block or in the park.
How does he really feel about me? I'm confused about this all for three or 4 days now.
The first time I talked to him on the site, I loved him. I had to keep it secret. I just figured that he will be back and I could be able to talk to him freely. I am willing to wait for him for as long as it takes. I love him so much.
