Wednesday November 18, 2020 | Depression

I don't know how to say this or say the feelings.  I don't know.  Even if I was able to say no one would believe me that I have depression again and feeling sad again.  I think the reason behind me not being able to tell my feelings is because of autism.  Or would autism show up this late in life?  I need help on this one.   I run every day but too bad that run is only a temporary fix.  The depression comes back.  :'(  How do I say that medicine is not working the way it should?  I am on the best medicine possible.  Why is the medicine not working?  The oxcarbazepine is working like a charm. What is there left?  The I forgot what it was called?  :'(  fluoxetine? shoot! 

It is Cymbalta is what is actually for depression and anxiety.  I had to think of that just about all day for some reason.  I always forget the name of the depression/anxiety medication.