September 1, 2021 | My feelings for AJ
Come on how does he really feel about me? I want to know. :) Does he realize that I will really get into trouble with my mom and dad? If I do anything I will still have to ask my mom and dad. And if their anxiety doesn't like it then I can't do it and that is the end of that. :'( It doesn't matter with my anxiety and my feelings and me. I really don't matter at all. :'( OMG! I just ran a 10 minute run with Pahla B Fitness on YouTube!!!! That definitely felt GREAT!!!! I feel GREAT!!!! Like a said in past blogs..... if I didn't think I was going to lose internet connection I would take that workout to the park and listen as I run with her. Plus I am really afraid of being caught again by the police again with another older lady that might call the cops on me without me even trying to explain my Selective Mutism. I know how to explain Selective Mutism now as I know more about it....