Thursday March 11, 2021 | Anxiety and the thought that everyone is after me
Last night there was (well I think there was a gunshot firing last night, Wednesday night) and I think I was the cause of it. Well they decided to come back at night and shoot off some guns at my house. :'( I had my windows open one day and I think, that they were thinking that if they couldn't have me no one can so they were going to shoot me dead! Is this anxiety thinking? I think they saw me naked or something. I'm keeping the curtains from now on all the time and keeping my ass safe!!! God! I have a tendency to cause trouble with some men and even African American men! :'( I do like everyone but only as a friend. I don't care what their background is or their color. They could be black, white, red, green chinese, portuguese. I don't care as long they are nice!!! :) I really do put myself up to all this anxiety and if I do get shot, then I really deserve it!!!!!! :'( Okay, I'm not r...