Sunday October 3, 2021

I still haven't overcome it but I'm on my way.  I still can't stand up for myself.  I still can't live on my own yet.  I may or may not ever, ever be able to!!! :'(   Just last month, Lisa was asking me who I wanted to live with when mom and dad pass. I downright said that I didn't want to live with either of them!!! They can help me with my money.  If I wanted anyone in the family to help me with my money, I would rather it be Gerard-- my brother-in-law. He's probably the best with money?  My sister and my aunt spend money like water. Matthew is good with money too.  

I'll be damned if I'll be living with Karin or Lisa!!! I will not live with them!  I would much rather run away!!!  I would be alone and running away from home!!!