The whole thing was my own fault when I starved myself in my 20s trying to stay at a healthy weight of around 139. Then when I got into the apartment, I figured out I could cook for myself. I became overweight. Then I got bigger and bigger. I would like to think it was perimenopausal weight in my late 30s but I was too young then. When I was 40 maybe. But then again maybe I was 46 when I got to perimenopause. I don't know, It didn't hit me until now.
My blog is about my feelings, my emotions, and my life and how I still struggle with selective mutism at times. It's like maybe I have something else going on besides selective mutism by the ways that I am struggling.
Monday, February 10, 2025
Monday February 10, 2025 | depression, anxiety rating
Let's start with yesterday. I was fine until my blood sugar results came in and I thought I was going to die! The depression right then at about 6pm was a 10. The anxiety was also about a 10.
Monday February 10, 2025 | I think I'm gonna die | I believe that | Please listen
I believe that when a person has a severe anxiety disorder like selective mutism, I think that they are more likely to get high blood sugar but I don't think that they would get diabetes persay. It is a severe anxiety disorder. Does this make any sense to you? Okay, I'm not sure I said that right.
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