Thursday December 22, 2022 | worried
That anxiety is going wild tonight. I am wondering what happened to my best friend. I'm scared to message him and I'm scared to call him. I am even more scared that he's going to yell at me for calling or messaging him. :'( Maybe I should just leave well enough alone and just leave him alone for awhile. But I miss him. I want him back in my arms. :'( I know I shouldn't worry about him but I am. He's my friend and I love him and it's not that same kind of love is it?