Thursday December 22, 2022 | worried

That anxiety is going wild tonight.  I am wondering what happened to my best friend.  I'm scared to message him and I'm scared to call him.  I am even more scared that he's going to yell at me for calling or messaging him.  :'(  Maybe I should just leave well enough alone and just leave him alone for awhile.  But I miss him.  I want him back in my arms.  :'(  I know I shouldn't worry about him but I am.  He's my friend and I love him and it's not that same kind of love is it?