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I am thinking of trying pole dancing. It sounds fun but not sure if I should try it. Okay, maybe I shouldn't since Jason told me it was for some kind of prostitute. Which is something that I am not!  Or maybe should I let my 250 pounds stop me from doing that or should I pole dance for fitness?   To lower my cholesterol I would have to do two hours of physical activity every day.   Bothering me? Is that I'm terrified that I will scream. I want to find out what this is about and why I am  hearing scary sounds at night. And then screaming that I heard them. 

Dammit!  Something scared the sh*t out of me again but I don't remember what. I don't have any memory of it at all. All I remember is that I screamed for a good five minutes and Jason heard me again.  I really believe these things are night terrors and that they are mental heath related.