Monday March 3, 2025 | What is one feeling you're currently holding onto, and why?
The feeling that I keep holding onto is the feeling that I will get into trouble with mom and dad if I do something stupid. Just like I did when I was younger. This is not only because of my selective mutism. It is because that when I was younger, I wasn't allowed to do things because it could hurt me. Now I see why it could hurt me. When you have selective mutism, people could take advantage of someone like me and get me to do a lot of things that I could get in trouble with the law with. I am not into that. I wonder why they couldn't just signed me up when I first asked back when I was 13 that I wanted to be a actress? But it's too late now that I'm 51. I wanted to try it when I was 13, just to see if I could overcome SM. Mom and dad didn't think that nothing was wrong with me. Mom told Jason that nothing was wrong with me until she forgot she said that. And she didn't want to have to deal with the school or actin...