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When I think about all the colors of the rainbow, I always go back to yellow.  It always boosts my  positivity because it is so bright and cheerful.  It was my favorite color when I was about 3 years old.  I guess the color boosts my positivity as well as self-esteem when I was three.  It was probably why I was so positive when I was about 3 to about 10 years old.  When I was about 5, my dad built me a yellow bike.  I called it my yellow porsche.  It was in the late 70's and of course it had a banana seat.   When I was three years old I told my mom I wanted a yellow porsche, a white cat and yellow house. I probably said it in this form "I will get a white cat, yellow porche and a yellow house."   Well, I got the white cat. I never got the yellow porsche or the house.     So yeah, I do like yellow a little bit but more of a sunflower yellow!!!   

Last night I dreamed I had a visitor.  It was granmaw.  She sent me a message.  She sent message that you can live in your own apartment so just go for it.  But then again no one knows that there is a money shortage in this day and age.  I do have an affirmation that I say and it's about money, but not sure that it can be true.  It is impossible to even think that.  Yeah, but I love affirmations.  But it is impossible to think because it is all in the mind.  I guess if I really believe in those affirmations and really love them, I can make those things come true.  Then Jason can really be jealous.  He says he isn't jealous but in reality he is somewhat jealous of me.