Monday July 19, 2021 | Triggers me

I say looking at anything related to working, volunteering or getting an apartment somewhere triggers me because I know I can't do it.   I am not sure why.  :'(   I guess because I know the answer will be no.  I guess because people know that I can't work/volunteer anywhere else but Spindletop center.  They are still closed to volunteers. I think there will be another round of this coronavirus as I am keeping my masks nearby for protection.