Saturday January 8, 2022 | Anxiety and sore throat
I have a sore throat because I can't speak freely about this. I am afraid he will get mad at me. I guess I will keep it to myself for now. There is one thing that I have to let out now!!! This one time AJ answered skype or video chat and he was in bed cuddling with Melissa. I was so jealous that I wanted to claw her eyes out and this was about 8 years ago I think. This is how bad I want him! AJ is different. He watches what he says to me. I feel so much better to get that out of me. I hope he does not get mad at me. :'(