Saturday January 8, 2022 | Anxiety and sore throat

I have a sore throat because I can't speak freely about this.  I am afraid he will get mad at me.  I guess I will keep it to myself for now.  There is one thing that I have to let out now!!!  This one time AJ answered skype or video chat and he was in bed cuddling with Melissa. I was so jealous that I wanted to claw her eyes out and this was about 8 years ago I think.  This is how bad I want him! AJ is different. He watches what he says to me.   I feel so much better to get that out of me.  I hope he does not get mad at me.  :'(